Give Me a Reason

I'm begging you to give me a reason to stay,
Because every fiber of my being is telling me to turn around and walk away.

And just one word from you,
And I will never leave your side.
I'll love you with all I have,
And would be happy to become your bride.

My love for you is deeper
Than the deepest ocean.
We may always argue,
And we may always fight,

But being with you
Makes it alright.
I just need to hear you say,
That you need me to stay.

I need to hear you say
That you can't live without me,
And by my side is where you are meant to be.
That for you to be happy and complete,
I am the key.

I'm begging you to give me a reason to stay,
Because every fiber of my being is telling me to turn around and walk away.

You have hurt me.
You have told me countless lies,
But all the pain disappears with one look in your eyes.

I've shed my tears.
I've overcome my fears.
I'm ready to be yours,
You have the key to my heart's heavy doors.

We have both grown,
Where we'd end up,
We never could have known...

But I'm begging you to give me a reason to stay,
Because every fiber of my being is telling me to turn around and walk away...

If you don't want me
Tell me now.
I've lived without you
and I know I can do it again.

But I will always love you,
and will always be true.
But I refuse to lose myself,
Just to be with you.

I want you to fight.
Tell me everything will be alright.
Tell me you need to feel me in your arms.
That you'll never do me harm...

I'm begging you to give me a reason to stay,
Because every fiber of my being is telling me to turn around and walk away.

It's been a while...

I've been gone for a while...but I'm back!

I've been busy at work. The days just don't seem to be long enough. By the time I get home, all I want to do is sleep or read. Just slow down and do nothing.

BUT...

I will be free in 13 days...and then let the fun begin!

I am taking my cousin's advice....

It's time to love my life.

I mean REALLY love my life. Yes I'm happy, yes I am extremely grateful for all that I have and the wonderful people in my life, but it is time to move forward, time to make this the life I want.

I'm going to take advantage of this life God has given me.

So be on the lookout...updates on my summer adventures, more random thoughts and reflections...it's going to be a good summer.