Falling Into Place

What do you do when everything falls into place,
When you have a constant smile on your face.
A normal person would fill with delight
If you're like me, you are overcome with anxiety and fright.

It must be too good to be true.
Things like this don't happen to you.
You had always hoped they would,
But never thought they could.

It makes you want to scream,
Things can't possibly be what they seem.
You want to run for the hills
Until the frightened beating of your heart stills.

Everything is finally right,
But all you want to do is fight.
This can't be meant for you,
So what do you do?

You just wait for something to go wrong,
It won't be long...

It must be too good to be true.
Things like this don't happen to you.
You had always hoped they would,
But never thought they could.

So you push everything away.
Tell yourself there's no reason to stay.
It's smarter to leave while you can,
Instead of be hurt by another man.

The world is opening itself for you,
Offering a chance for you to do what you want to do.
You're too stubborn to see,
That you deserve to be happy.

You decide that everything happens for a reason.
So like the change of the season,
You look forward to a brand new day,
And convince yourself to stay.

It must be too good to be true.
Things like this don't happen to you.
But everything has fallen into place,
So you walk with your head held high and a grateful smile on your face.